Name’s Levina. Been living for 16 years and a bit. Lived in London all my life. Not creative visually, verbally nor musically. This page is just a poor attempt of camwhoring, I’d like to think of it as a diary?… Meh it’s sometimes nice to just scroll back on what I’ve documented *to remind myself that I’m such a fking retard lulz*. Religion: Buddhist Dietary: Vegetarian. Current obsession: MGMT
This blog is just a treasure of trash - a collective visual gunk if you will. Feel free to bitch in the Ask box, anon is activated.
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09/04/12 23:45 pm gay.
09/04/12 1:00 am ughhhhh
08/04/12 16:53 pm yeah…looks a bit awks. I didn’t have enough dye for my whole head :(
09/04/12 11:41 am Morning puffy cheeks! Just had another telling off from ba. Yes if you’re planing to dye your hair purple, prepared to be judged *ha like I haven’t already been judged enough* cos the colour of your hair determines the person you really are (if you did not pick up the sarcasm in this part go kill yourself :P ). And excuse the ugly t-shirt, theres a funny story of why I purchased it (more like why I had to purchase it).
09/04/12 3:08 am
AFTER I BLEACHED THE ABSOLUTE SHIT OUT OF MY HAIR, I dyed my hair lavender. Why must everything looks so damn good on webcam?! D: Shame my face doesn’t show it. Hair looks awful irl. Just awful. Hair also looks cripsy in these photos…I can assure you that my hair is silkehh smooo-
01/04/12 21:32 pm Bleached hair once again, this time I tested the lightest part of my hair with some lavender hair dye. I’ve been wanting lilac hair since forever.
01/04/12 21:45 pm Yeah I got my ukulele a few weeks ago. Know a couple frets, can play a couple songs shame I can’t sing…
HAHAHA I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING 12 YR OLD :l
11/03/12 23:52 pm Welp, got my hair fixed at the salon.
27/02/12 00:33 am ~ Got drunk fell over on Saturday. “some fat war scar” -Levent
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14/02/12 5:41 am
14/02/12 5:38 am ~ Mans got happeh cos man forogot man was gon have 2 chicks for valentines ydk. you know how we do. grinding at 5 in the morn….jheeeeze that smell be stronggg :S 
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13/02/12 3:24 am
A piece of self-pitying nonsense that I wrote because I can’t cope with my emotional self being. How embarrassing…
I don’t even know wtf I’m trying to get across…guess I’m just a moaning ol’ lady now.
My mind. It has always been out of place but as of late it has been significantly affecting me. I have no reason nor answer for why I feel like this but one can guess and one does feel that a cynosure of you, a young budding of astonishment is starting to unravel, spiral and burst into nothingness. And as always, I will stay demure even though that rush woebegone has stuck my fragile heart that balance upon a gossamer of hope. Which till this day I still mourn about.
Maybe it is a sign to move one…a lagniappe for me to start my work however if a newun shall arrive (ideally when stumbling across an ‘unintentional’ serendipity) I don’t know what I will do with my self. I am not prepared.
Maybe try not fall within such deep affection…
Oh sweet sensi take me away…for now, please. I might dare or venture without prior knowledge and assume that you may think rewarding my self artificially is selfish. But would sharing my selfishness still mean that I’m selfish? I don’t know. But it’s what I’m dependent on for the time being.
Only a few will understand what I’m talking about but I feel that it is anything but ineffable now that it is permanently and publically released. Time to pretend? Time to move on.
Regardless of all situatons I WILL need Adderall.
~Levina
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dear I understand completely….though time seems…am at…
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